my yus =)

anis,aku nk g plkn dah isnin nih..xtaw knpa dye pggil awal sgt

ni yg yus antar msg kat aku..sedeyh lah..haha..kwn2 aku kat plkn..tp aku xnk join derang..haha

im gonna miss u syg..forever n always..eventhough kte different..tp kita ketepikan smua tuh

dat make us one =)

all good things come to an end

waiting for the sunrise to shine

am i sacrifice to much??? because i want u to be happy..even though last nite i just can hear ur voice..i noe how ur expression..n truly i enjoy every moment u laugh..i soo happy hearing ur laugh voice..i forgot every single tears dat i wasted..my instinct said our friendship wont last..i want u to be happy..even dat happy moment doesnt involve me,even though i still see grey cloud..i just want u to see the sun rise..u deserve it i guess..

i dont noe when is my time to see the sunrise..but i'll wait.. maybe one day i wont sacrifice for anyone anymore..my high skewl years not soo valueble..huhu..im try reaching the top..i keep on falling carry all the bruise that wont healed.. while i try to live my life urs will go on..guess time will pass but our good time will last..can i find a new place to climb where there's someone saving me from falling and healed my bruise???

hope is such big word..keep on praying that all of dis will end..where i stop carrying all the burden..Allah,help ur weak hamba..i wont regret letting go my tears..and im hoping to let go my tears because of hapiness not sadness anymore

happy birthday nabilah yusof aka kakcik and ummi baru kami

wah dah tue..hahaha..happy birthday both of u..semoga pnjg umur..murah rezeki..leh belanja aku bnyk2

hahaha..i love u kakcik..wah2..ummi??? xtawlah..hehe

the wound had'nt been healed

im sorry for interupt between u guys..i dont noe whether i interupt or not..truly,u guys being damn childish..this aint goin no where..i dont care who's goin to win..neither i care who's goin to lose..stop

updating ur blog about each other..u dont want to talk..fine!! dont talk!!..just forget the past already..let by gone be by gone..jgn ungkit2 dah..lelaki tuh dah jd milik dye dah..no matter how hard u hv to see..it already pass..u should said it earlier..not now or then!!..one of u hasnt been true to ur heart..when it is time to confess u dont want..keep updating the damn blog..this aint goin no where..when the other person read..ofcourse she get angry..n u dont have to use the harsh word..she already get the point..i dont care anymore..u guys can say dat im not at ur place..i dont understand..but im sure understand u guys are stubborn.. i always be ur friend..no matter how..u noe how hard being at the center..i love both of u fair n square..not less and always more..

stop involve ur sis or bro..such a childish kind of way..i think u both noe i hve alott to think..this prob will never end..because u guys are so busy updating n criticise each other in fucking blog..

stay away from each other already..if u guys cant solve..i noe u guys..we've been friend for to long..sometime u guys been influence by others..u keep misunderstood each other..n truly i dont like one of ur fren..i think u noe..i hate u guys fighting..n deeply in my heart i want everything back to normal..but who am i to wish dis..u guys can hate me becoz im write dis blog..but dis is for ur own good..when both of u busy writing on the blog..hve one of u guys ask ape yg aku rse?????

dis is what i feel..i feel sad,betrayed,loss,missing,depressed..every single day i see u guys fight..i dont want u guys to regret..u guys are not wasting ur time..u guys wasting ur life..wasting ur whole life for dis damn fight..jgn ganggu each other dah..go find ur own way..enjoy ur life..i want u guys to be happy..im happy when both of u happy..dont let anybody influence u..its ok..that friendship empire fall..atleast u dont hurt each other anymore..if u guys want to hate me after u read dis..it's ok..i understand..i love both of u to much..dats why im telling dis..think for ur self..that's alot of cruel thing out there..dis is such a small matter..but u guys deal wit it like a world war...i respect both of ur decision..i do..i dont mind..

history just keep repeating it self again and again

syirah: anis...mak aku dah xde (dgn suara nangis)

aku: ha?? kaw spe?? (syirah pki no len)

syirah: ni insyirah

aku:yer??? hurm innalillah..aku dtg skg

dlm hati...aku tkut nk dtg..aku tkt nk hadapi saat tuh..tp aku taw cmne perasaan syirah..aku da baca blog kaw recently..aku harap kaw bersabar..aku phm perasaan kaw sgt2..the only aku nk ko kuat..sekuat yg kaw mampu..adik kaw perlu kan kaw..kalo kaw xkuat dye pon xkuat..bpk kaw pon perlukan anak2 dye kuat..aku taw susah..tp Allah xkn bg hamba dye dugaan yg hamba dye xmmpu nk trima..so ko msti mmpu hadapi ni..mak kaw sentiasa ada dlm hati kaw..w'pom jasad xde..roh dye sentiasa ada..doa kne sentiasa mengiringi dye..

its ok..aku pon rse sedeyh gak bler first time..u get used to it..n always remember kte pon akan ke sana jgk stu hari nnti..just lmbt sket..

u have to be strong..arwah pon xske tgk anak2 dye sedeyh..ada hikmah smua nih..ok..be strong

im stay out of way

im sorry

im hopeless in helping what happen between u guys

bt truly im always be there for u both

i love u guys