waiting for the rain to fall in the desert

i never thought it will end up like dis..people can think im desperate for u..people can think im crazy for you'people can think im just stupid waiting..but i never thought i was never gud enough for u..just yesterday nik told me ive still have u..i dont think i hv anyone anymore..ive once falling for u..so deeply without any doubt dat i love someone else,without any thought dat anyone would be better den u..im waiting for u..with alot of hope..im waiting for u with alot of bright future..im happens to be wrong..how am i suppose to face u when im never be good enough for u..how can u gave me hope all this time..u making me feel so stupid now..im crying just because i make the same mistake, trusting a boy dat gave me faith..u just the same like anyone else..im hoping for u to safe me from my loneliness..im hoping for the wrong person..maybe im not perfect outside of me..but my feeling is perfect for u..maybe im not beautiful as it looks..but my thought for u always beautiful now and ever..u staring at me today..i guess hoping for a word from me..why i didnt talk to u for whole day..i thought we hv something special..i was damn wrong!!..

stop doing something nice to me..my heart is breaking up into alot of pieces..i dont think i have a heart anymore after u broke it..stop giving me hope..because im gave up on u,gave up on love..cuz i have spent all the love that i had for u

waiting for u is like waiting for the rain to fall in the desert

useless..hopeless